Friday, June 25, 2010
40 Day Love Dare
So a while back, probably almost a year ago, my husband and I watched Fireproof. After seeing the movie and knowing our marriage was in a pickle, I decided to purchase the book at a local store. Well, needless to say, I am a HUGE procrastinator. I still have not gone through the book. So I've decided that I am finally going to dedicate myself to this, and I hope to write my thoughts about each day and each challenge, here in my blog. Along with, of course, anything else that comes to mind. :) I'll entitle each blog with the corresponding day in my challenge that way anyone reading this will be able to easily follow along with my progress (or unfortunately lets hope not), lack of progress. I think that having dedicated myself to the public to do this will give me the motivation I need to stop being (excuse my language) such a lazy ass and do this for my marriage. Now my marriage is doing great right now, things are better than they have been in a realllllllly long time. One might think "Hey, if you were having such a hard time before, why didn't you do this then?" Well, to answer that, for one: it's hard to love someone when they want nothing to do with you, and two: I am, and sure always will be, a procrastinator. But now that things are going well, I want them to stay that way. If this challenge goes as I think it will, I'm hoping it will make my relationship with my husband stronger, and I hope that it will bring my closer to God. I feel that I have fallen a long ways away from him, and I don't know how to get back. I don't even have a clue as to where to begin. So I figure this is as good a step as any.
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