I finally feel like life is turning around. I'm getting ready to go back to school...just waiting on my financial aid to get back, and then I'm ready to go! I've got some great friends who I absolutely adore. I always felt like I didn't have any when I was with Zak. I guess that's because I felt like I was supposed to stay home and I didn't feel like I was really supposed to have my own life...because Zak WAS my life. Ugh, anyway SO glad I'm out of there. I am really enjoying my new life. I am always so happy, and always so optimistic and positive. I LOVE feeling this way. I don't know how I survived without it. I can't believe I lasted so long feeling so empty and unimportant. Now that I have control of my own life, I am really starting to love the person I am, and the one I'm becoming! I am starting to love ME. It's about fucking time! ;) gosh, I could just go on and on about how much I am loving life, but I won't bore anyone with that haha. I can't wait to get a job and my own house! It's going to be so lovely to have my own house. :) :) :) I have an interview on Tuesday at a veterinary clinic in Medford and I hope I get it! Life is starting to look up. :)
Friday, September 3, 2010
Life is good!
*sigh*
I finally feel like life is turning around. I'm getting ready to go back to school...just waiting on my financial aid to get back, and then I'm ready to go! I've got some great friends who I absolutely adore. I always felt like I didn't have any when I was with Zak. I guess that's because I felt like I was supposed to stay home and I didn't feel like I was really supposed to have my own life...because Zak WAS my life. Ugh, anyway SO glad I'm out of there. I am really enjoying my new life. I am always so happy, and always so optimistic and positive. I LOVE feeling this way. I don't know how I survived without it. I can't believe I lasted so long feeling so empty and unimportant. Now that I have control of my own life, I am really starting to love the person I am, and the one I'm becoming! I am starting to love ME. It's about fucking time! ;) gosh, I could just go on and on about how much I am loving life, but I won't bore anyone with that haha. I can't wait to get a job and my own house! It's going to be so lovely to have my own house. :) :) :) I have an interview on Tuesday at a veterinary clinic in Medford and I hope I get it! Life is starting to look up. :)
I finally feel like life is turning around. I'm getting ready to go back to school...just waiting on my financial aid to get back, and then I'm ready to go! I've got some great friends who I absolutely adore. I always felt like I didn't have any when I was with Zak. I guess that's because I felt like I was supposed to stay home and I didn't feel like I was really supposed to have my own life...because Zak WAS my life. Ugh, anyway SO glad I'm out of there. I am really enjoying my new life. I am always so happy, and always so optimistic and positive. I LOVE feeling this way. I don't know how I survived without it. I can't believe I lasted so long feeling so empty and unimportant. Now that I have control of my own life, I am really starting to love the person I am, and the one I'm becoming! I am starting to love ME. It's about fucking time! ;) gosh, I could just go on and on about how much I am loving life, but I won't bore anyone with that haha. I can't wait to get a job and my own house! It's going to be so lovely to have my own house. :) :) :) I have an interview on Tuesday at a veterinary clinic in Medford and I hope I get it! Life is starting to look up. :)
You can complain because roses have thorns. Or you can rejoice that thorns have roses.
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Im so happy things are looking up for you! i know you can do it lady! love you
Totally stealing your quote and posting it on my Facebook status! AMAZING!!!
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